I got dumped today...

I'm madly upset and disappointed to have ended a friendship with someone who I shared some of the best times with! But like any relationship over time we grew apart and things turned sour- we ended up disliking more than one thing in each other and tensions grew beyond repair.

She told me about myself; somethings were true and I needed to hear them and some things were just a bit rotten *sniff-snif, wipes tear away - but I'm grateful and I look forward to making some changes to better myself.

She is moving next week for a new adventure/chapter in her life and more power to her for taking this step and leaving this one horse town for bigger and better things!

I wish you good luck and Peace out
XXXX

2 steps forward 10 steps back....

This is the dance I been doing for a about a year now.

This past 2 weeks I've had an interview, a trial shift and a phone interview. I have filled out 10 different application's, emailed all 7 of my recruitment agents and begged for work, have gone to all of my online recruitment sites and applied for well over 100 jobs - and i even chased up some of the leads.....nothing!
I hustle, I work hard, I volunteer, I sell myself (short sometimes), I put in the time and effort, and I get nought! I been unemployed for a year - I'm determined to make something of myself through events, radio and my production line of cool t-shirts....watch this space coz they are coming!

I just got off the phone with the Sunglasses Hut in Covent Gardens. The manager there interviewed me 2 weeks ago and at the end of a successful interview she said I would really like to offer you the position but I need to check shift availability as I would be between stores.....anyway I ain't nothing. So I called to ask why I hadn't heard anything and she explained that she had interview me for the other store, she wanted to hire me but it was up to the other store, she has given the other store my details and they didn't call me.....you can see why I'm annoyed.......I think she heard the impatience in my voice!

I'M SO FUCKING FED UP!!!!!!!!

.....The only thing holding me together is knowing I'm gong aback to uni in October to do a post graduate diploma in Events Management......I need some systematic routine back in my life.

The way you make me feel....

I've been in Leicester for my cousin Kamals wedding to his long term girlfriend Dimple. Congradulations to the newly weds, pics and details to follow this post. But let me address something that has left me ina somber mood and ... I dont know whether to laugh or cry

I was in my cousins kitchen when my BB went off at 23:14pm....

MICHAEL JACKSONS DEAD!!
MICHEAL JACKSONS DEAD!!

pause....side-eye...WFT???

I turned on the news and there is was Michael Jackson - IN COMA, but the LA times were already were already confirming his death and then it was all too true. I was heartbroken and I still cant get my head round it yet, Michael Jackson is a star, a musical legend. I was a huge fan and lucky enough to have had the chance to have seen him in concert Dangerous Tour in the summer of 1992...yeaaah!!!!! (So Thankful now)

He was the soundtrack to my childhood and growing up in the 80s, Smooth Criminal is one of my favourite short films. He was everyones wacko uncle and I truly feel like I've lost a family member. There's so much I could say but what with the reports in papers and on the news channels, I risk over kill...

I love you Michael, there is and never will be anyone like you. Your memory will continue on through your music and your legacy continue to heal the world ....may you rest in peace.

Off The Wall (1979)

Bad (1987)

Thriller (1982)

Dangerous (1991)

6 Golden Elephants ......but of course!

RIP Michael Jackson 1958-2009